Tuesday 15 May 2012: Potter wall.
I'm in love with this wall. It's all stuff that I've been collecting for a while, and I'm still going. I know that it's hard to see what's actually on my wall (the letters, for example), but I have a Hogwart's Acceptance letter, Ron's Howler, Lily's letter to Sirius and Dumbledore's Army list. My favourite thing here is the Deathly Hallows Part 1 film cells, I got them for Christmas. Just perfect.
I'm feeling a bit down today, I haven't seen anyone since Sunday and so I'm a bit lonely. I hate being stuck in my room with no where to go, nothing to do but revision, and no one to talk to. I went shopping with my Mum earlier, which wasn't particularly fun but she's being really nice to me at the minute. I'm off to my Grandma's soon.
In the past three days I've only consumed about 100 calories, which is rather worrying, I know, but I'm happy because I feel like I'm getting there. I think I've tricked my mind into thinking that I don't need to eat, I'm never hungry now nor have the urge to just eat whatever I like. I'm starting to get the hang of this.
There was something that I was going to get off my chest on here, but decided that it's probably not a good idea because none of you know me and I don't want to be judged... You're all lovely, don't get me wrong, but you might get the wrong idea about me. Just know that I'm getting happier.
I was thinking about my birthday, which is a month tomorrow (I'll be 17! I still feel about 11 or something) - and what I can do for it, and I came to the conclusion that I want to have a Beatle party, and people have to come dressed as a Beatle from a certain year or album, if you get me. Take their outfits from the Sgt. Pepper album, for example. But my Mum said I'm not allowed a party at my house, so I won't be able to have a party at all, because no one would let me have a party at their house. So it'll be a fun birthday... not.
Song of the day. This is so lovely, and George looks beautiful.