Tuesday 29 May 2012: lillies
these are the lilys i bought myself as on sunday will be a year since dads funeral, lilys were one of his favourite plants. i especially liked these ones due to the vibrant colours they have.
These take pride of place on my dining room table as i cannot go to his resting place due to the miles between us, so was unable to go see him until july but now thats not going to happen.
So as you can imagine at the moment i am now full of mixed emotions, feel angry but upset and hurt as i needed to see dad to help with some of the issues i have.
Maybe ill get at a later date but not holding my breath