Aimless Wander

Today has been difficult; not knowing what colleagues think of me, it has got me paranoid, and not knowing how to be.

Went for a coffee after work as not at S & K's. Got some birthday cards and when I was in the shop I saw a lovely Christmas card for a Mum and Dad, it made me so sad that I couldn't buy it.
Then I heard a brass band play and it brought back memories of being at school and doing that with the wind band. Made me wish I was back there.

Stopped the car at the harbour and had a wet wander. Rubbish shot but I don't care.

Came home to rummage for tea, ended up with a sandwich.

Why is everything so difficult.