The joy of togetherness

Yesterday was quite hard. There is some processing going on in my heart and head. Yet everything is somehow in balance, I feel the pain but it is not over me.

Tonight we all (Rob, Joni, Joel, Ari and me) had a utterly wonderful dinner. It is so good to spend time with the family (I've said to Ari that I would adopt him if he was a child). We ate and laughed.

This is Joel.