Heavy rain

A short thunderstorm rolled through this afternoon and brought heavy rain. I stepped onto the porch with Bruno and took this photo.

I am still so sad. I don't want to do anything or eat. I did watch two movies today to try to distract myself. I watched "The General" with Buster Keaton and "The Seventh Continent," which was a strange, dark Austrian film.

That's all, I suppose. I feel so empty and numb. I don't know what to do. A thought that keeps popping into my head is "How can my mom be dead?"