Burning

It's Chinese Halloween today. It's called " Gui Jie", which means Ghosts' Festival. People are burning paper money, they say when that burns, they will send the money to the ghosts so they won't suffer in hell or something. It's really really unlucky to take pictures of people buring paper money. Old people say it will not only bring bad luck, it's also not respectable to the ghosts, they might come and look for me or kill me or something. But I don't care or scare anymore. I have nothing to lose. Maybe that's why I dreamt that I was pregnant and when I was about to give birth, the doctor told me that the baby died inside. Terrible day, terrible night, even terrible dream.