The beginnings of a project

I just came up with an idea to spell something with the piles of garbage in my apartment that are awaiting recycling. I can write a message. This'll be part of my depression photo project.

I don't know if I'm doing this project to make myself feel better, to show how I feel, to show my friends how I feel or what. I just thought a few weeks ago that maybe I could make pictures to show what's going on in my head.

It's probably a dumb project, and I certainly don't have the skills to make it look good, but maybe it'll help. If I can write "I hate myself" with all this garbage I've let pile up because I don't care anymore, maybe it'll help.