Life is

The robot me has done things without pain, thoughts or feelings. But today it had to stop for a while and the mother inside me had a small chance to be there for a short while. My little darling Ruttu had a big surgery today and one cannot just keep on running when a cute little animal looks at you with her sad, angry and mortified little eyes.

So, today Ruttu has given me a short moment of the old me to be around us again, and it has been nice. I want to get to know her again.