Fed up

Even the sunny weather didn't cheer me up today.
I just want this all to be finished.
I'm sick of everything being so expensive...
I'm sick of my dependent patients and their pretty gardens they can't enjoy...
I'm sick of stupid hoops I have to jump through to get my accreditation approved...
I'm sick of London and it's mixture of "townhouse suburbia" and "concrete forests"...
I'm sick of people I care about and know well dying and me not finding out until days later...

I need a holiday.