Monday 9 August 2010: Realisation
164/365: Black-eyed Susan, August 2010
Y'know what I had this evening... a weird little realisation that my bits and pieces on the web aren't just me spurtling stuff out there and a few people on blip (who also share their photos etc) commenting, but that other people look at it and will occasionally talk about it while I'm not around. Isn't that a stupid thing to realise? I know I know that this stuff is 'out there'. But I guess I spew such a lot of it out that I don't actually imagine that anyone pays terribly much attention to it. Sometimes people will say that they've seen my images, but to hear bits of my update or journal entry repeated to me as in 'so and so said that you said...', it's well... I dunno. Weird. Kind of caught me off guard. Silly, huh?
Anyway. That aside... I've finished my other work this evening so I am now officially free of work! Hooray! Have slogged all day to get it done, but I'm now collapso me-o... guilt-free.
Well, I did kind of promise that I'd spent the night in the tent in the garden with Felix. And I don't think I can back out of it even though I'd kinda like to just go to bed early and do some hard core sleeping. Am sure it'll be fun. Provided the foxes don't come back like they did last night and chew through a guy rope and generally give it a jolly good sniffing and pawing!
Is it okay to be just a tiny bit scared?
I think I might be very 'a tiny bit scared'. *shudder*
PS Yes, I know the fact that I write tons of stuff online all the time and don't really think anyone pays any attention is stupid. I never write anything 'damaging', I just write what's wafting about in my head. It's just weird to hear the stuff that was in my head said back to me. Okay... okay... I'll leave now...