either, neither, both.

i believe that i don't deserve much from the world.
i have done so much wrong, so much bad, so much immoral.
the only thing i see myself worthy of doing is giving back.
or just pure giving, while expecting --as well as receiving -- nothing in return.
it's the least i can do.

.....so why is it,
that i want this, just this,
for myself?
when i know that it deserves better than what i can provide?

what a confusing world....


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