Thursday 10 February 2011: Little hopeful bits
349/365: I remember saying something similar getting on for 12 months ago about enjoying tootling round the garden when I got home from work and finding all the new boingy bits of Spring appearing. Guess what? I STILL love getting home from work and doing a quick 'oooh, there's a bit of greenery' tootle around the garden. Considering it was a totally grey and blah day, it didn't half brighten my spirits to see the new growth on the Honeysuckle.
I've been a bit of a prize plank today. Firstly, I managed to mix up a meeting and arrive an hour late despite thinking I was 40 minutes early. Gah! And now, I've just spent the last hour listening to music through my headphones on my computer while I was working... and only just realising that the music was coming out of the speakers and not the headphones all the time. *head on desk*
Work has been workish again. Had the stressy tingles going in this morning and really would LOVE to say more about it all... but can't. I've decided to work from home tomorrow as I think that'll help and contacted HR to see what my options are about all of this. Also feel like giving myself a kick for being such a whinger. I love what I do... but my current situation is undermining my confidence to the extent where I start to doubt what it is I can do anymore. Why does this stuff have to be so tricky?
Anyway, I was itching to blip something light and joyful today but have failed.
So... before I grump even more, I shall take myself away!
PS Aren't I the misery guts at the mo. I kinda think I need a break from it all.
PPS 16 more blips left... I can do it...