Please excuse the mess.
It’s late or should I say early. I’ve been sobbing my heart out for the last hour.
Reality has bitten me on the bottom.
Change is happening in our house. They were were the words that Large used tonight.
I know I told you about the guy I had been texting well, I kicked him into touch.
My poor little life couldn’t cope. I need to be there for the girls.
Poor Large it’s so hard for her. She’s doesn’t understand - maybe she does but all she does know is that she doesn’t want to tell her friends at school because things will change.
It’s breaking my already broken heart.
I need it all to make sense but nothing makes any sense.
I’m crying out to God but he doesn’t seem to hear.
I know he’s with me but I just wish he would show me what to do.