Kindness

I've had some lovely cards and messages. Every single kind word helps.

Some people pass  away and you feel sad but know that eventually things will go on as before, and other times you know that, although you will heal, things will never quite be the same again. Because you lose some part of yourself. My relationship wasn't always easy with dad, probably because we are so similar, but I loved him and know he loved me. He deserved so much better than to spend his last few months the way he did (followed by a post-mortem and now an inquest, to rub yet more salt into the wounds). I know it's going to be hard for me to accept and move on from it.