Shopping day today.....new p e kit for E...new jogging bottoms for E ..she's such a tomboy...dunno who's brought her up !!...

Karate tonight then found out Ns grading is the week that he's in hospital so we had tears on way home cos dunno if he will be up to it ...have talked to his instructor..he's getting back to me ...

Then N was in the bath and asked me exactly what was going to happen in hospital ...started telling him ..then he said that a friend had had the same operation.I hadn't told him this before so they must have been chatting ..he then started crying...shaking ...said that his friend said it really hurt and he didn't want it done ..said he would be asleep ...he said he may wake up ...said he would have special medicine so wouldn't ..said he just didn't want it done at all cos he knows that he will look different...bless him ...he's just wanted me to stay with him til he fell asleep ..he never wants that ..hurry up the next two weeks ...

Now watching documentary about 9/11....seems like yesterday...what did those firefighters go through ...

Will be cheerier tomorrow I promise !....

Have grown this sunflower from seed .....