Gutted

Gutted
Devastated
Blipped out and bust
40D goosed
Message on screen
Unfathomable
Almost obscene
Costly
Old Faithful
My 10D I must now
Restore
Re-use
Rediscover
Kicked
Again
In teeth already sore
From blows
Received
Again
Again
Why bother continuing
Dreams
Pleasure
Denied
Enjoyment curtailed
So many
Slaps
Rejections
Not wanted any longer
Onlooker
Outsider
Looking on warm scene
Knowing
No longer a part
Never
A close friend
Lost
Again
I give up

Terry Rhiannyr
June, 2012