Monday

A day where I wish I had never woke up. 
Pilates was a disaster, just couldn't get my head and body to do what I wanted, was getting all the moves wrong and she kept having to correct me in positions. Was on the verge of tears many times. 

The decider skills course felt like a waste of time. They gave us the booklet of all the skills, and all they did was read from several pages. We were encouraged to share only once. It is meant to be for 1hr but for the second week finished in 35mins. 

I have felt a mess all day, low, emotional, anxious and irritated. I already hate the light nights and we are only in day 2. Roll on winter.