Neat or not?

This is the relatively neat area of the garage at the Mas, but unfortunately it isn't like that all over! A bit like my brain then... and come to think of it I was always told that I gave the impression of self-confidence, when actually I was/am anything but.

neat=self-confidence
untidy=lack of

Oh goodness, just tell me to stop waffling.

(Have back-blipped yesterday.)