Not anymore

Mentally me doesn't want to bother anything, anymore.

It's a great day, we have a new lecturer for the next two weeks!
So basically the first four hours of school wasnt boring.
But after lunch, i practically zone out. Mentally not in class at all.

Really tired right now.

I suck at being a human. Suck at being a living thing.

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Didnt want to do this to you, I swear. You didnt ask for it, I was the one who did. Selfish me. Besides apologizing, i've no idea what else to do or to say, 'cause im really afraid of losing whatever that's still left. Please be truly fine.

The Last Blow.