Late

Today was not much. But while nothing happens I think about the past. What things were like and how they could have been and if they were different, how different would I be?
This photograph represents a past and a present sense of happiness.
The coffee in the cup and the rope that I wear for comfort, the slight view of my eye indicating that I myself have admitted my secret but I hide behind it. I'm ashamed. I am ashamed to say that the ihop cup was stolen. I was a much different person while I was away in Springfield. I made friends with people I probably never would had I been still in Salem and still in high school but nothing changes you like moving and having to meet new people and make a new life. I guess the thought of it all and the idea of failure got me so scared that I just ran from it. However as I look at this picture I can see the joy in my current circumstance. A happiness much truer than the previous. Coffee and comfort a natural addition to my home. I am the most happy I have ever been with my current 9-5 jobs and earning money for time while all the while serving the public. I care more about humanity than I do just myself. I am definitely rambling but he basic meaning of this whole post or blip rather is that the only thing that makes a complete end to something is the death. As humans we are always changing and evolving each and everyday and nothign but death stops us.