Terrified

Not the only one.



On a personal note: saw Axel and his housemates last night, which was nice. I miss that boy when I don't see him. And I have fun around him, which my life has been lacking a little recently with the worries of leaving my job, plus the worries that come with doing it for the time being! Save for a few rays of light amongst my family and friends.

Swaying between some extremes like a few people I've spoken to - winter time blues? Making yourself lonely and tired doesn't help, so I'm especially glad I got a gym session in after work today, and I haven't given my muscles such a beating in a while - I forgot how serene I feel after a tough work out!