Upon happiness...

Each and every one of us creates our own environment - like/believe it or not......
I was pleased with what I got, but
Apparently it was not what my life needed.
It would have put me back to where I was before,
in spite of outward appearances,
And not allowed me to grow, and so,
After a weekend of 'impending doom',
There were changes
Letting me see where
My potential for happiness lay...
Within myself!

I've always liked rollercoasters
But this is ridiculous and
It seems incredible that
I haven't been flung off
Into outer space!