naneliolandan

"ihtiyaç


susadım acıktım
uykum geldi
sıkıldım
canım acıdı
düşündüm
nerdesin çağla"


she's probably the first person ever who wrote a poem for me: Nil. we haven't seen each other for months, this poem made me remember of this cold November day we had together and of course made me feel emotional, both because the poem was lovely and I haven't realized how apart we were.
today was also the third and last night of our orchestra concert and tonight, the fasıl the most intense time we had as a family, rather than a club. i'm not sure which emotions the night left me at the end..