blurry, blurry night

not so much things going by in a blur, more that i can't focus. so this rather appealled tonight...

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< yes, i do know what you're doing (second hand, but that's another fight), but how long does it take to text 'mad busy but ok, resurface next week, talk soon' ? no, really - 90 seconds? so i'm not even worth 90 seconds of your time? and you wonder why i am the way i am... >