Proud.

Talk about swings and roundabouts.

Today Stroud won the Gloucestershire indoor league and I'm immensely proud and privileged to have been one of the six who went all the way. We beat Slaughters CC in the semi and then Cheltenham Civil Service from the last ball of the day.

Meanwhile a loved one is in hospital after a medical emergency and I don't know what to do to make it right. Because I can't.

Swings and fucking roundabouts.