Of illusions and delusions

Went to one of my former schools to request a transcript of records as a requirement to acquiring an honorable dismissal from my last school attended. Learned that I was not able to make the cut for this school year's first batch of Juris Doctor students. I would have to wait another year. I would have to look for further spiritual guidance and make time for discernment as to whether I really want to pursue the difficulties and uncertainties which comes with choosing law school over other dreams.