Thursday

It's been a no colour kind of day.

I came home from work and cried. It's been an awful day and unfortunately it's not just today, it's been every day recently. Working alongside some people can be hard. I am struggling. The pressure of the extra responsibility is in my head constantly. Will I be able to do it? Will I be good enough? Am I going to be able to understand what to do?

It's time like this I want to come home and for somebody to be there.

Had a wander round the harbour after having a coffee. Feeling no calmer or better I self harmed and have opened a bottle of cider.