Shine a light

I started today with a coffee in a local coffee shop, reading my book.
The bookshop I work in is closing at the end of the month and I will be made redundant.
The days are flying by and I should be making plans, but I feel like a rabbit caught in headlights, immobilised, not by fear, but by indecision......ok, maybe a tiny bit of fear....but mostly indecision.
I could do anything and go anywhere....how do I decide?