Our silents...tells it all..

Last day of christmas holidays for J. He heads back to London tomorrow morning. I notice our pattern, we don’t chat much the day before you leave...as I get ready to solo parent and he gets his head ready to leave us.
London is not a million miles away and this has become our norm...
I also wonder how long it will take for me to buckle under it all again!!! I may do it, but it is not something I find easy to do.