Hosta flower

I've felt at odds with things today.  It feels like limbo.  It's Sunday and we have a holiday on Tuesday but on Monday - tomorrow - we have a 'special' meeting for the day.  It's work but it's different.  Added to this the anniversary of losing mum is approaching.....as is my birthday.  I'm sad but I know mum wouldn't want me to be wallowing, so tomorrow will be a gentle acknowledgement of the flipping of the digits with friends, rather than a celebration.  I'll deal with Tuesday when I get there. 

This time next week H and T will be here with me too :)  Sooooo excited about that :D