Tearful

I visited the college I attended when I first arrived in London.

Adrian Ford was my tutor; he took his chance and despite the lack of qualifications and comprehensive portfolio he gave me a place in his photo-media course setting a start to my life in the UK.

He said I was determined and he believed I could make it.

I didn't make it on his course.

I never believed I could.

He was not disappointed in me. He always believed I could.

I never had the guts to tell him how much he changed my life.

It's an honour when others believe so much in you... and bloody painful (close to tearful) when your worse doubter is yourself.

Bloody HELL...