I Have 99 Problems...

And quite a few of them are on the list.  I was delighted to discover that I don't have all of them, though.

After the marvellous high of yesterday there was the inevitable come-down today.  It was not an easy day.  I slept until after 1 in the afternoon.  And then I was jumpy and really irritable for most of the afternoon.  I can see that I'm being unbelievably sensitive, but instead of trying to change that, I use that to berate myself more.

It was not fun.  It still isn't.

My Blip is my homework for my therapist.  I have to fill in this 12 page questionnaire - and that's going to bring back a lot of memories.  Very few of them are good.

I've gone through the questions with G and some of them are brutal to answer.  For example, you do not want to know what sentences I associate with my father (not the nicest man in the world).

But it is progress of a sort.

I'm going to limit my commenting to giving stars. I am no longer confident that I make sense anymore.