Deco Facade

It was not - at the start - a great day for me.

My problem with Anxiety seemed to making a reappearance and that's not fun.

This was not helped when I got to work to discover a host of problems and a host of E-Mails about said problems.  

I always feel like I'm missing something obvious when I read these mails - my German is good but I know that there are lots of nuances and figures of speech that leave me with one of my most hated/feared inner questions - "what does that actually mean?"

But I calmed down.  I wrote some techy stuff.  I tested my techy stuff and could reproduce problems.  A huge relief.  Even more so when I spoke to a colleague on the phone and was told that exactly what was needed.

I am quite good at what I do but my inner critic is sometimes really loud.  As a result I've decided to just work my regular hours this week. and not push myself too much.  A sensible plan (I think) given that I'm alone in the office this week.