Pretty Sky

I noticed this on the way home tonight and realised I wasn't going to get anywhere open enough to miss the buildings or the overhanging trees, so I took what I could get.

I had a horrid day personally and a pretty good one professsionally.  

Let's concentrate of the positive things first.  I've developed a knack of being able to write rexx programs really quickly.  I was asked how much effort would I have to put into writing a program that did x, y and z*.  And instead of thinking about it, I just wrote it.

And when we tested it, it worked first time (and every time afterwards).  That's quite a good feeling.

The bad feeling was due to a return of anxiety in a really big way.  Things that haven't disturbed me for over a year became a big problem again.  And I hate things that draw attention to me, so I'm trying to conceal my anxiety.  And probably failing.  And I get anxious about that failing.  And so it feeds itself.

But. I have a plan.  And I remember how I felt when things were going well.  I want to get back to that.

*It had to with CICS Web Services, and you can imagine how thrilling that is as a topic.