Abundance.
When I smoked, a full packet of cigarettes felt like abundance, when I drank so did a six-pack of beer, and then a pot of coffee, but now it's a box of tea, a day of sun, the flowers and trees, fruit and veg, a box of pastels, music, the arts, the dandelions in the cracks, the waves in the sea and a dear near and far community. We have so much.