Lockdown day 91

My mum phoned me this morning as my gran had been getting some test results back and she gave me the bad news that she has bowel cancer. It was a huge shock for us all, honestly as it was very unexpected and very upsetting. I went for a walk and met my friend as I just needed to clear my head, both of us just wanting to give each other a hug but couldnt! It helped a little to talk things over at least.
Positive news is that she's caught it early and hasn't spread, bad news is that they arent clear when treatment will begin due to covid 19.
I'm just waiting for the next awful thing to happen this year, one bad thing to the next :(