A reconvening of the inquisition...
https://www.blipfoto.com/entry/2482487940597417338
I see the link has been removed from YouTube..here it is https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FAxkcPoLYcQ (with the same ritual of photo shredding to boot)

Fortunately I decided to swim again even though the urge to withdraw fro the world felt total.
It was a good thing and I clambered back out of the water and into the world again.
Just got to get it all done now. One step at a time, as my sage friend reminds me.
Overwhelmed... of course...no shit Sherlock
Compassion, compassion, compassion.