One of my bridesmaids was kind enough to send me these lovely flowers today - a really lovely suprise. I'd been feeling pretty low the past few days as my wedding photographer sent an email saying she was expecting a baby and wouldn't be able to do our wedding in July. Another blow to the already uncertain time we face. I never wanted to postpone for another year (we already were due to get married June 2020) but we are looking into this option again as we just don't think we will have the wedding we want still and considering the costs for a wedding I don't want to run the risk of there being so few people being able to come.