Throughout the day our sweet bells chime

The hours of the fairy time.

~P. A. Ropes~

Went down the canal to see the bluebells in Old Spring Wood with Norm, Moo and Holly. They looked beautiful but maybe we were a little early. I think they'll be stunning in a week or so. It felt good to be out in my old stomping ground. These woods are magical, especially at this time of year - they were full of anemones, celandine and wild garlic.

Anxiety has been quite bad again and I've got a horrible feeling it's not going to abate or give me peace while I'm here. I've been self-medicating again which has annoyed me... feel like I'm letting myself, and everyone helping me, down. I suppose this is the very reason I've sought help though so will try not to beat myself too much. That said, I'm nowhere near as bad as I was a few weeks ago. I've got 2 appointments booked for next week when I can talk things through. Anxiety is such a horrible thing. My life could've been so much easier and happier without it.

Thanks for all the kind comments xx
Keep on keeping on.