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lately, perhaps because of the whole shaban with looking for job and moving to a new city, eye get uneasy retrospectives. still no money saved on my account, no pension for me, no private insurance. do eye still have time to get ready for the oldhood? where did all the opportunities in my life go? are the new ones, ones eye promise myself in China, really there for taking? old habits die hard and mine was always to be lazy and not to worry about tomorrow...