Saturday

Pink or white? 

Took a walk this afternoon through two parks full of blossom. 
Stopped for a tea and a read then back home. 
Today was the first day this week I had nothing on and my thoughts are going wild. I've only got another few weeks left of peer support, then I lose all contact with J. Will feel strange as I've got to know a lot about her and will miss her. 
Then the volunteering stuff going round my head. Some big changes coming and I'm feeling sick about it all. 
Also boys birthdays, parties, coming up and there are so many dates in my head.