Fed up Thursday

I have missed Blip but am struggling with my health and thoroughly sick of feeling like a zombie, not sleeping well and living in 24/7 agony.

Fibromyalgia sucks…

I am continuing to struggle with my knee pain since my fall in March. 

I couldn’t even get through to the GP surgery on the phone today, not unusual.

Feeling exceptionally drained and depressed so not going to be a misery guts. I prefer to be alone when I feel like this. 

People just irritate me, my sensory overload is far more easily triggered and I can’t take the platitudes of many well meaning folks or the complaints of those with lesser chronic pain and fatigue, temporary situations with viable, effective solutions. 

They have no idea what nearly sixteen years of two chronic pain conditions is like when you’re only forty three. I do my best to be empathetic and  often berate myself not not being more so but it’s incredibly challenging. Very few understand.

I have had to cancel and postpone endless plans most of this year and it never gets less frustrating.

Taking a step back from a lot and going to try and return to daily Blipping.

Sorry I haven’t been around many of your journals, I do miss reading them all and hoping to do that again going forward.