Tonight there's gonna be a jailbreak

Would you look at the state of this! 

Beau was at the V.E.T. tonigh for a check up. 

She started dribbling as we got in the car, and dribbled non-stop all the way there.  I used 6 tissues trying to clean her up. 

I wasn't sure how I felt going back to the surgery.   It's been six weeks since Beanie left.  But we arrived and we went in and they were all so lovely it was fine. 

The V.E.T left us for a little while to go and get a thing.... And as I stood there I looked at wee Beau standing on the table, and I was back,  Cuddling wee Beanie, hearing her wee purrs as her life disappeared.   I had to stand and turn round and look out of the window and blink very hard. 

The V E T said a lot of things about, sore ears, and tartar on her teeth, and I queried whether it was worth the stress for her for teeth operation at her age.  He said he specialises in geriatric animals and whilst other   V  E T s disagree, he says that if she is healthy then it shouldn't be an issue. 

Entirely up to us he said.  

Don't get me wrong - Himself and Tooli were with me - and we were all kinda quiet. 

When we got back to the car.  I sat in the back with the little cat and sobbed my way home.    She's fine - she eats, no issue, her teeth aren't bothering her.  We do know that her ears are bothering her.  She's been scratching them, and I'm happy to get cream for that. 

But as for the rest...