The horses

This scene makes me miss childhood and the lack of responsibilities. It wasn't anywhere near perfect but at least I didn't have to provide financially for myself and didn't find myself in the kind of tough situations I'm in now.

Right now I am at a crossroads where I can keep fighting despite being told that I can't cope with the challenges I'm facing or I can give up and embrace failure. I'm tired and ill and giving up seems so easy whereas fighting on feels unfathomably difficult.

I'm angry and tired and so so scared.