Orderly Chaos...

Does 'orderly' mean under control i wonder?

Does 'chaos' mean - messy, out of control...all over the place?

I'm pondering these thoughts....

Chaos is a place of suspended stillness....
Chaos is a place i find myself sometimes...
Chaos is a place where i rub up against my life...

I'm just fine with a bit of 'orderly chaos'

Chaos is the place where, when we surrender to it, shows us what we need to find.

Think I'll have another glass of wine :P