A mess

If u want your mind to be clean, your soul to be free from a weight of your problems.... Just clean the mess around you. That's what they say. At least I'm trying to get rid off my negative energy, all that fear of giving birth and bad princess habits. I feel alone with my pain and fear. Feel like no one understand me. Trying to blame everyone that I am pregnant. I hate myself, my body, my moods, hate people who ask me how do I feel and hate the most stupid question ever - why are you crying?
Ask me if I want to be pregnant again and I will send you a bullet straight between your eyes...