Opposites
The sea is calm; I am not.
I woke up still feeling the effects of yesterday. My head was thumping and I was feeling anxious.
Had breakfast and realised I had forgotten a few things at the supermarket. Threw clothes over my pj’s and did a quick shop. I stopped the car at the front and stared at the calming water. It didn’t work, got me more anxious for some reason and I wanted to scream.
Back home I have lain on the sofa, stared at the tv, cried, cut, have thrown a ceramic pot and kicked things several times. I feel a bit of a mess.
I just want to be happy.
Sorry I’ve been a rubbish blipper recently.
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