Not waving, but drowning...
I burst into tears at work today.
I'd been trying to pull together a report for my manager all day, but instead one urgent interruption after another and I didn't get it done. Her demand for it was the final straw after all the pressure. I know she needed it, and that it's important.
It's about the future of my job, and I am trying to make clear that one person is not enough to do it. Though she did, as she keeps reminding me. But it's an ever growing work load. And she worked late all the time.
I need a holiday, that's for sure.
I'm really tired.
But the worst is that I feel unprotected and unsupported.
I'm trying really hard, I am.