my guys

i love them but they are both very VERY expensive.

it seems like i'm the one always trying to please, and then i get left trying to figure things out in the aftermath.

i try and try to make things happen because it makes me happy to see him happy but ultimately all it leads to is resentment on my part, and i hate that feeling...it makes me sad.

i hope nothing bad ever happens to me. for his sake.