Pause for thought

Sometimes we want what we want even if we know it’s going to kill us.

Donna Tartt - The Goldfinch

from my fourth ever blip

to a day of hope - with our mutual friend Mary

in 2012 struggling to cope with her radically changed life Karen was sectioned

On her release she had close contact caring to check she took the anti-psychotic medicine and ate properly

when she was deemed better they left her alone and she has spent her time drinking and smoking and not eating

After emergency surgery on Monday we know she now has lost the use of her legs through degenerative spinal damage and her liver is failing

Mary and I know there is little more we can do but wait for her family to update us